I choose to be sensible and matured.

Maybe it’s normal to many adolescents to feel the so-called need to try out new things and by new things, I mean not-so-good-new things. I see my friends are changing themselves drastically - drugs, smoking, drinking, losing virginity, law-breaking, identity crisis just to name a few. I don’t judge them and I certainly don’t judge people cuma, I feel sad that I should have realized their changing before they become worse. How funny when all of my friends and each of them is involved at least in one of these so-called cool things. Then again, no one can help them but themselves.

I am no angel too. I was once a smoker and I smoked for about 2 years. I almost took ecstasy but, I came back to my senses before I try them -Syukur Alhamdullilah. The reason why? I don’t feel the need to do so. So, who needs to be blamed for? Kalau dah cakap remaja tu, all youngsters are facing the same problem. We are lost and confused. I don’t blame myself, not my friends and not even other teenagers. One day, we’ll find our ways when we are ready to grow up. I am growing up and nothing tempts me. Freedom!