Beating around the bush.

Finally I am getting back the old feelings and turning to a new me but still the same me.
Tapi, I am missing everything that I have left behind and everything that left me behind.
What phase am I in now?
Take me away to another phase where I can't be any closer like I am now.


p.s. My bestfriend is nowhere I can reach, I don't understand why she keeps doing it over again.
I am really dissapointed with her.