Sunday, August 9, 2009

Break my heart in two

Fed-up!
Yeah with excuses, the reasons why, confusion, loneliness, boredom, drama - with everything and almost everyone.

Why can't things in life be straight? Do what you say, say what you do! Susah sangat ke tu?
Don't turn around anything because you are fucking confusing me and once am confused, I will be pissed bloody off.

I don't feel content and full either. Do I have to leave everything I have with everyone?
Or maybe I should just get away alone! Nobody knows but me. No one will ever understand even when they say they do. Don't even call yourself a friend when you are not even close to understand me.

What's left for me?
I need a shoulder to cry on but, when I look around, am on my own. On my own!!!
Am so stressed out. I want to cry, as loud, as hard, as much as I could.
Am done talking. I just need to cry my heart all out.
Not everything is about everyone. I want everything is about me, HANDLE ME WITH CARE BECAUSE I'M FRAGILE!!

Tolonglah don't talk shit. Jangan cakap lain buat lain. Jangan juga buat empty promises and giving me false hope. Or... don't say anything at all. Am fine with nothing at all.


p.s. come back come back wherever you are. I can't be alone no more. I need someone to give me the shoulder, the hug I long to have.

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