As easy as it means, as hard as it says
I never really thought I could come across of loving you
Though am not expecting much
But all am saying is that I care for your happiness and sadness
Once I was afraid of losing you
But if that what makes you stay with me, am letting you go
As hurt as it may be, willingness am giving
Your coolness hides your inner-self
Where believe me, you are as good as a human should be
Words are not easy to be saying by me
As blurry as you see, am trying to let you know that I take the world of you
Come closer to think of it, holding back is what I have chosen
Timing is everything here
If you are seeing me like am seeing you
A secret am keeping will be revealed without a word
Have never I love you less and less
Always running in clouds, day and night
As you may not realize, am missing you though I may seem rough
I sayang you though I may not showing it
As afraid of the world, more afraid of breaking
p/s: I have been mixing with random people lately. Somehow, it sets me free from the confusion and thoughts that stuck for years in myself. Slowly, am distancing loved ones just to find back the sparkles that used to have. As much as I love them, as much of not losing them I pray. And for some reasons, I can’t leave a person whom I love. Though I might have meeting possible person to tackle my heart but I don’t have the heart to let him go. Maybe there are chances but timing is the matter. Well, maybe it is just a false hope. I don’t know. I cant tell this as he is so much close than far. But, am trying to leave this to the flow, see where it takes us. As long as the heart still wakes up for him, the long I will be loving...
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